“Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.”

Beethoven: Christ on the Mount of Olives, Op. 85 — Album by Ludwig van Beethoven | Spotify
My brothers slept during the so-called “agony in the garden, but I could not be angry at them, because I had learned I could not be abandoned. Peter swore he would never deny me, but he did so three times. It should be noted that he did offer to defend me with the sword, which I naturally refused, not being at all in need of bodily protection. I am sorry when my brothers do not share my decision to hear (and be) only one Voice, because it weakens them as teachers and learners. Yet I know that they cannot really betray themselves or me, and that it is still on them that I must build my church. - ACIM,
He leadeth you and me together, that we might meet here in this holy place and make the same decision. Free your brother here, as I freed you. Give him the selfsame gift, and do not look upon him with condemnation of any kind. See him as guiltless as I look on you, and overlook the sins he thinks he sees within himself. Offer each other freedom and complete release from sin, here in the garden of seeming agony and death. So will we prepare together the way unto the resurrection of God’s Son, and let him rise again to glad remembrance of his Father, Who knows no sin, no death, but only life eternal. - ACIM
Luke 22:44 (KJV): “And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground.” Scholars have pointed out that if the disciples were in fact asleep, then we cannot know what happened in the garden, because there were no witnesses.
The Garden of Gethsemane
Yeshua knew that his arrest and trial was at hand. He went to the garden to pray and enjoy the beauty of the garden, the silence of the night.
He asks if the cup may be taken from his lips. But ends in “not my will, but thine be done”
He understands that he is about to face his final initiation and trial and that this is his mission and destiny, but the human part of him feels a little bit of fear and trepidation. This is his last initiation and rite of death.
His disciples could not stay away - a metaphor for their sleepy consciousness
Judas comes and lovingly kisses him - but this kiss also identifies him
The roman soldiers come and he goes with them without a fight
- Praying, and Arrest in the Garden of Gethsemane.
The Gethsemane episode takes place immediately after the Last Supper. According to the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke): • Jesus eats the Passover meal with the Twelve. • He predicts the betrayal. • They leave the house in Jerusalem and walk east. • They cross the Kidron Valley to the Mount of Olives.
The Gospels state it was Jesus’ custom to go to the Mount of Olives during Passover week (Luke 22:39). Judas, being part of the inner circle, knew this routine. Authorities needed a discreet location. The garden provided privacy and distance from the crowds in the city during the festival. The timing is late at night. Jewish authorities avoided arresting Jesus publicly because he had crowds of supporters. Nighttime reduced public exposure. • They enter a specific area within the Mount of Olives known as Gethsemane. • Jesus instructs most of the disciples to wait at the entrance. • He takes Peter, James, and John further into the garden. • He withdraws alone a short distance from them to pray. • Judas arrives with an armed group. • Jesus is arrested and taken back across the valley into the city.
Nighttime arrests were typical when authorities wanted to avoid riots or disturbances, especially during major festivals in Jerusalem.
The legal authority of the high priest and Sanhedrin regarding religious crimes.
The significance of olive groves in Second Temple Judaism.
The connection between Gethsemane and Zechariah’s prophecy about the Mount of Olives.
Earlier moments when Jesus avoided arrest, contrasting with this moment of voluntary submission.
“Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.”
His human aspect did not want to be tortured and killed, but his higher knowing understood his proper place and that surrender to divine will is the only option.
the “cup” symbolizes an unavoidable destiny
“this cup cannot pass away from me unless I drink it,”
He understands the divine wisdom that when the cup is being proffered to you, that you must drink - either now or later. It “cannot pass from me unless I drink it” But we all think we can set the cup aside, spill it over, fling it away and forget it ever existed. Denial
“not my will, but thy will be done” True surrender
“Pray that you may not enter into temptation.” Pray that you may remain awake and following guidance of Father and HS. Into the temptation of Egoic thought and activity, fear, etc. etc….
“an angel appeared to him from heaven, strengthening him.”
“And being in agony, he prayed more earnestly. His sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground.” What is original word? Is it really “agony”?
Sweating blood -
Some in the medical field have hypothesized that Jesus's great anguish caused him to experience hematidrosis (a medical term for sweating blood). In the traditional viewpoint (that Luke wrote the Gospel of Luke), it is believed that only Luke described Jesus as sweating blood because Luke was a physician.
The Nighttime Vigil
One must remain awake even when the mind wants to sleep.
Then he came and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, “Simon, are you sleeping? Could you not watch one hour? Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak.”
Simon Peter is just like you, Can you not watch one hour of watchful wakefulness? ”The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak.” - means that God and the higher part of you is always ready and willing, but the lower egoic part of you is the weak part, is what blocks the readiness and availability NOW of the spirit from flowing.
He leaves them three times and they fall asleep three times….
After three times he accepts that they must sleep on still, as they are not ready to join him and follow him. “Sleep on now and take your rest.”
“the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners” The Son of Man is YOUR Son/Daughter. Who would betray and attack the Son of Man?…..
He goes through an initiation He resolves to play his part fully and faithfully He goes to meet his trial, persecution, and death in heroism
He chooses to spend his last hour alone in prayer in a garden
olive trees symbolized peace and renewal
the hero at the threshold of the greatest trial, where the divine and the human are in deep dialogue.
intersection of Jesus’ divine mission and his human vulnerability
“the Christ being took upon himself the full weight of human suffering and the loneliness of the soul’s trial before the divine.” - Steiner
Mel Gibson’s movie made this scene into an overwrought dramatically anguished jesus and a devilish figure in the garden… - not correct. The tone is all wrong. Actually, the gospels tell only of Jesus’ composure, the absence of panic, the absence of violence, the lack of weeping described in the text, and his steady acceptance of what he knows must happen.
He did not see attack, he did not see need to defend, he did not believe in “betrayal”. He completed the resurrection because he passed the trial of the Garden without succumbing to fear, belief in death, belief in attack and persecution, etc…
The Gospel Narratives
(synthesize all into one)
*Matthew 26:36–46 Then Jesus came with them to a place called Gethsemane, and said to the disciples, “Sit here while I go and pray over there.” And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and deeply distressed. Then he said to them, “My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch with me.” He went a little farther and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, “O my Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.” He came to the disciples and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, “What? Could you not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” Again, a second time, he went away and prayed, saying, “O my Father, if this cup cannot pass away from me unless I drink it, your will be done.” And he came and found them asleep again, for their eyes were heavy. So he left them, went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words. Then he came to his disciples and said to them, “Sleep on now and take your rest. Behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going. See, he who betrays me is at hand.”*
Mark 14:32–42 They came to a place which was named Gethsemane; and he said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” And he took Peter, James, and John with him, and he began to be troubled and deeply distressed. Then he said to them, “My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch.” He went a little farther, fell on the ground, and prayed that if it were possible, the hour might pass from him. And he said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for you. Take this cup away from me; nevertheless, not what I will, but what you will.” Then he came and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, “Simon, are you sleeping? Could you not watch one hour? Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak.” Again he went away and prayed, and spoke the same words. And when he returned he found them asleep again, for their eyes were heavy; and they did not know what to answer him. Then he came the third time and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and resting? It is enough! The hour has come; behold, the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going; see, my betrayer is at hand.”
Luke 22:39–46 Coming out, he went to the Mount of Olives, as was his custom, and his disciples also followed him. When he came to the place, he said to them, “Pray that you may not enter into temptation.” And he was withdrawn from them about a stone’s throw, and he knelt down and prayed, saying, “Father, if it is your will, take this cup away from me; nevertheless not my will, but yours, be done.” Then an angel appeared to him from heaven, strengthening him. And being in agony, he prayed more earnestly. His sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground. When he rose up from prayer, and had come to his disciples, he found them sleeping from sorrow. Then he said to them, “Why do you sleep? Rise and pray, lest you enter into temptation.”
Gethsemane
Gethsemane appears in the Greek original of the Gospel of Matthew and the Gospel of Mark as Γεθσημανή (Gethsēmanḗ). The name is derived from the Aramaic ܓܕܣܡܢ (Gaḏ-Smān), or Hebrew גַּת שְׁמָנִים (gath shǝmānim) meaning 'oil press'. Matthew 26:36 and Mark 14:32 call it χωρίον (chōríon), meaning a place or estate. The Gospel of John says Jesus entered a garden (κῆπος, kêpos) with his disciples.
A place of an “olive oil press” - the squeezing of the christ oil out of the fruit. An apt place for Yeshua to go to await his arrest….
The garden as “oil press,” the squeezing of what is most refined out of the soul. An Alchemical process of refinement, distillation, ….
The Mount of Olives is east of Jerusalem’s walled city. The Kidron Valley lies between the city and the mount. A crossing of a few hundred meters connects the two.
Gethsemane is at the foot of the mount on the western slope. The name means “oil press” (gat-shemanim). It was an agricultural site with olive trees. It is outside the city wall but only minutes away by foot.
After arrest, Jesus would have been taken back across the Kidron into Jerusalem for questioning. The traditional site of the high priest’s house is on the south side of the city.
In Roman Catholic tradition, the Agony in the Garden is the first Sorrowful Mystery of the Rosary and the First Station of the Scriptural Way of the Cross.
The Holy Hour
In the Catholic tradition, Matthew 26:40 is the basis of the Holy Hour devotion for Eucharistic adoration. In the Gospel of Matthew:
Then He said to them, 'My soul is very sorrowful even to death; remain here, and watch with Me.'
- Matthew 26:38
Coming to the disciples, Jesus found them sleeping and, in Matthew 26:40, asked Peter: "So, could you not watch with Me one hour?"
The tradition of the Holy Hour devotion dates back to 1673 when Saint Margaret Mary Alacoque stated that she had a vision of Jesus in which she was instructed to spend an hour every Thursday night to meditate on the suffering of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane.
Luke 22:39 states: “Jesus went out as usual to the Mount of Olives.” John 18:2 states: “Judas knew the place, because Jesus often met there with his disciples.”
This implies a regular routine, making the garden an ideal location for a targeted, quiet arrest.
In the Christian mystical tradition Gethsemane is often treated as the “agony of the will,” the final test of obedience and surrender.
It precedes the crucifixion-death-resurrection mystery, it is the experience of “crossing of the abyss.” Being stripped of your identity and stepping across an unfathomable chasm…
In the Alchemical initiatory Path it is placed near the end of Citrinitas or the threshold to Rubedo, because it involves final clarification of intent and acceptance of destiny. A final ordeal before the red stage of consummation.
The final vigil into the depths of the knight in the small simple grail chapel, surrounded by demons and evil spirits in a dark land, knowing that your arrest is coming with the dawn and your execution with sunset. You light a single candle and get on your knees and pray. The knight surrenders to his creator. There he fights the greatest of all battles, the battle to remain courageous and faithful to the light in the dark night. ….
The “Threefold” Pattern in the Gospel Passion
The Gospels contain repeated triads:
- Three temptations in the wilderness (Matthew 4:1–11).
- Three prayers in Gethsemane (Matt 26:36–46). & Three failures of the disciples to stay awake.
- Peter’s three denials (Matt 26:69–75). (Jesus’ prediction of the denials also appears in triadic form.)
Jesus, accompanied by Peter, John and James, enters the garden of Gethsemane on the Mount of Olives where He experiences great anguish and prays to be delivered from His impending suffering, while also accepting God's will.
According to the Synoptic Gospels, immediately after the Last Supper, Jesus retreated to a garden to pray. Each gospel offers a slightly different account regarding narrative details. The gospels of Matthew and Mark identify this place of prayer as Gethsemane. Jesus was accompanied by three Apostles: Peter, John and James, whom he asked to stay awake and pray. He moved "a stone's throw away" from them, where He felt overwhelming sadness and anguish, and said "My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as You, not I, would have it." Then, a little while later, he said, "If this cup cannot pass by, but I must drink it, Your will be done!" He said this prayer thrice, checking on the three apostles after each prayer and finding them asleep. He commented: "The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak". An angel came from heaven to strengthen Him. During His agony as He prayed, "His sweat was, as it were, great drops of blood falling down upon the ground" (Luke 22:44)
At the conclusion of the narrative, Jesus accepts that the hour has come for Him to be betrayed.
Then He said to them, 'My soul is very sorrowful even to death; remain here, and watch with Me.'
- Matthew 26:38
LOCATION
Mark and Matthew record that Jesus went to "a place called the oil press (Gethsemane)" and John states he went to a garden near the Kidron Valley. Modern scholarship acknowledges that the exact location of Gethsemane is unknown.
William McClure Thomson, author of The Land and the Book, first published in 1880, wrote: "When I first came to Jerusalem, and for many years afterward, this plot of ground was open to all whenever they chose to come and meditate beneath its very old olive trees. The Latins, however, have within the last few years succeeded in gaining sole possession, and have built a high wall around it. The Greeks have invented another site a little to the north of it. My own impression is that both are wrong. The position is too near the city, and so close to what must have always been the great thoroughfare eastward, that our Lord would scarcely have selected it for retirement on that dangerous and dismal night. I am inclined to place the garden in the secluded vale several hundred yards to the north-east of the present Gethsemane."
“Behold, the hour has come.”
John 12:23
23 And Jesus answered them, “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified.”
Betrayed by a Kiss: Betrayal & Arrest
*Is it not a grief unto death, when a companion and friend is turned to an enemy? - The Book of Sirach. Chapter 37
“My soul is sorrowful, even unto death”
Betrayal and Arrest
- Jesus is betrayed by Judas Iscariot.
In the Course, he says that he was “betrayed” for he did not believe in betrayal. He did not believe in persecution, attack, sin, death, etc…
Judas gets thirty pieces, the price of a slave, for selling the Master.


Judas
Judas Iscariot was one of the Twelve.
Known facts from the canonical Gospels: • He handled the common purse (John 12:6). • He approached the chief priests with an offer to hand Jesus over (Mark 14:10–11). • He received payment of thirty silver coins (Matthew 26:15). • He provided the authorities with precise knowledge of Jesus’ movements.
Motivations mentioned in ancient sources include: • dissatisfaction or disillusionment • expectation of a political messiah not fulfilled • influence of the chief priests • the financial motive • the claim in John 13:27 that “Satan entered him” as part of the narrative frame
There is no evidence he had prior dealings with the Romans. All accounts involve the Jewish authorities (chief priests, temple officers) as the ones who negotiated with him.
The kiss was also a practical signal: in low light, in a crowded olive grove, officials needed certainty about who to seize.
The Crowd
There is always a crowd when some act of barbarity occurs…
The Synoptics describe the group as: • “a crowd with swords and clubs, sent from the chief priests and elders” (Matthew 26:47 and Mark 14:43.)
John 18:3 adds: • a “detachment of soldiers” (Greek: speira, which can refer to Roman auxiliary troops), • temple police, • officers from the chief priests.
Most scholars believe the majority were temple guards under the authority of the high priest. Roman involvement would have been limited; the Romans permitted temple authorities to police their own religious precincts, especially for internal disputes.
There is no fixed number given.
He who lives by the sword dies by the sword
All four Gospels mention one disciple drawing a sword. John identifies him as Peter and names the servant as Malchus.
Betrayed by a Kiss
To be betrayed by a kiss is to be betrayed by a lover…
Perhaps Judas did what he did because of his love for Yeshua….?
He did it because he thought it would goad Yeshua into taking action and being the earthly king he wanted him to be…
“Friend, do what you came to do”
Even in this, Yeshua is teaching and calling him to fulfill his will, to follow through with playing his part in the drama.
The Bargain of Judas is a biblical episode related to the life of Jesus which is recorded in all three Synoptic Gospels, Matthew 26:14–16, Mark 14:10–11 and Luke 22:1–6. It relates how Judas Iscariot made a bargain with the Jewish chief priests to betray Jesus.
The Gospel of Matthew specifies that Judas received thirty pieces of silver:
Then one of the Twelve — the one called Judas Iscariot — went to the chief priests and asked, "What are you willing to give me if I hand him over to you?" So they counted out for him thirty silver coins. From then on Judas watched for an opportunity to hand him over.
The Gospel of Mark and the Gospel of Luke mention no price. Luke's Gospel states that Satan entered Judas to prompt him for the bargain:
Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread, called the Passover, was approaching, and the chief priests and the teachers of the law were looking for some way to get rid of Jesus, for they were afraid of the people. Then Satan entered Judas, called Iscariot, one of the Twelve. And Judas went to the chief priests and the officers of the temple guard and discussed with them how he might betray Jesus. They were delighted and agreed to give him money. He consented, and watched for an opportunity to hand Jesus over to them when no crowd was present.
Jesus predicts his betrayal three times in the New Testament, a narrative which is included in all four Canonical Gospels. This prediction takes place during the Last Supper in Matthew 26:24–25, Mark 14:18–21, Luke 22:21–23, and John 13:21–30.
Before that, in John 6:70, Jesus warns his disciples that one among them is "a devil". In the next verse, the author affirms that Jesus is talking about Judas Iscariot.
In the Gospel of John, the prediction is preceded by the assertion in 13:17–18 that Jesus knew that Judas Iscariot would betray him: "If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them. I speak not of you all: I know whom I have chosen: but that the scripture may be fulfilled: He who eats my bread lifted up his heel against me." The blessing in John 13:17 is thus not directed at the Iscariot.
In Matthew 26:23–25, Jesus confirms the identity of the traitor:
"The Son of Man goes, even as it is written of him, but woe to that man through whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It would be better for that man if he had not been born." Judas, who betrayed him, answered: "It isn't me, is it, Rabbi?" He said to him: "You said it."
Arrest
John 7:30 and 32 refer to early attempts to arrest Jesus which were unsuccessful. Luke 4:29 recounts that "everyone in the synagogue" in Nazareth laid hold of Jesus and "dragged him out of town", but he escaped and continued "on his way".
According to the canonical gospels, after the Last Supper, Jesus and his disciples went out to Gethsemane, a garden located at the edge of the Kidron Valley, thought by scholars to probably have been an olive grove. Once there, he is described as leaving the group so that he could pray privately.
The synoptics state that Jesus asked God for the burden of death by crucifixion to save humankind be taken from him, though still leaving the final choice to God. Luke states that an angel appeared and strengthened Jesus, who then accepted God's will and returned to his disciples. The synoptics state that the three disciples that were with Jesus had fallen asleep, and that Jesus criticized them for failing to stay awake even for an hour, suggesting that they pray so that they could avoid temptation.
At that point, Judas gave Jesus a kiss, as a pre-arranged sign to those that had accompanied Judas as to who Jesus was. Having been identified, the officers arrested Jesus, although one of Jesus's disciples attempted to stop them with a sword and cut off the ear of one of the arresting officers. The Gospel of John specifies that was Simon Peter and identifies the wounded officer with Malchus, the servant of Caiaphas, the High Priest of Israel. Luke adds that Jesus healed the wound. John, Matthew, and Luke state that Jesus criticized the violent act, insisting that they do not resist Jesus's arrest. In Matthew, Jesus made the well known statement "all who live by the sword, shall die by the sword".
The account in the Gospel of John differs from that of the synoptics: only in John do Roman soldiers help to carry out the arrest. Judas leads the arresting party to Jesus, but rather than Judas pointing out Jesus, John has Jesus himself, "knowing all that was to happen to him", ask them whom they are looking for; when they say "Jesus of Nazareth", he replies "I am he", at which point all members of the arrest party went backward and fell to the ground.
In Christianity, the betrayal of Jesus is mourned on Spy Wednesday (Holy Wednesday) of Holy Week.
Cornelius a Lapide in his Great commentary writes,
*Victor of Antioch says, "The unhappy man gave the kiss of peace to Him against whom he was laying deadly snares." "Giving," says pseudo-Jerome, "the sign of the kiss with the poison of deceit." Moreover, though Christ felt deeply, and was much pained at His betrayal by Judas, yet He refused not his kiss, and gave him a loving kiss in return. 1. "That He might not seem to shrink from treachery" (St. Ambrose in Luke xxi. 45), but willingly to embrace it and even greater indignities, for our sake. 2. To soften and pierce the heart of Judas; and 3. To teach us to love our enemies and those whom we know would rage against us (St. Hilary of Poitiers). For Christ hated not, but loved the traitor, and grieved more at his sin than at His own betrayal, and accordingly strove to lead him to repentance.
- Lapide, Cornelius (1889). The great commentary of Cornelius à Lapide. Translated by Thomas Wimberly Mossman.
The kiss of death (Italian: Il bacio della morte) is the sign given by a mafioso boss or caporegime that signifies that a member of the crime family has been marked for death, usually as a result of some perceived betrayal. It is unclear how much is based on fact and how much on the imagination of authors, but it remains a cultural meme and appears in literature and films.
A Judas kiss may refer to "an act appearing to be an act of friendship, which is in fact harmful to the recipient."
The naked fugitive (or naked runaway or naked youth) is an unidentified figure mentioned briefly in the Gospel of Mark, immediately after the arrest of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane and the fleeing of all his disciples:
A certain young man was following him, wearing nothing but a linen cloth. They caught hold of him, but he left the linen cloth and ran off naked.
The parallel accounts in the other canonical Gospels make no mention of this incident.
The wearing of a single cloth (Greek: σινδόνα, sindona) would not have been indecent or extraordinary, and there are many ancient accounts of how easily such garments would come loose, especially with sudden movements
A later verse in Mark, "And entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, dressed in a white robe," is often connected to the passage by allegorical readers of the "symbolism school".
Denial By Peter
Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard. And a maid came up to him, and said, “You also were with Jesus the Galilean.” But he denied it before them all, saying, “I do not know what you mean.” And when he went out to the porch, another maid saw him, and she said to the bystanders, “This man was with Jesus of Nazareth.” And again he denied it with an oath, “I do not know the man.” After a little while the bystanders came up and said to Peter, “Certainly you are also one of them, for your accent betrays you.” Then he began to invoke a curse on himself and to swear, “I do not know the man.” And immediately the cock crowed. And Peter remembered the saying of Jesus, “Before the cock crows, you will deny me three times.” And he went out and wept bitterly.
- Matthew 26:69–75