We buried our terror deep in our minds and have tried to ignore it and carry on:
In this perception of the universe as God created it, it would not be possible to think of Him as loving. ²For who has decreed that all things pass away, ending in dust and disappointment and despair, can but be feared. ³He holds your little life in His hand but by a thread, ready to break it off without regret or care, perhaps today. ⁴Or if He waits, yet is the ending certain. ⁵Who loves such a god knows not of love, because he has denied that life is real. ⁶Death has become life’s symbol. ⁷His world is now a battleground, where contradiction reigns and opposites make endless war. ⁸Where there is death is peace impossible. [CE M-27.2]
Fear of Gods wrath and punishment Fear of gods love and blessings
Guilt creates Fear, which is the expectation of punishment
- “Whenever you respond to your ego you will experience guilt, and you will fear punishment.”
- “Everyone draws nigh unto what he loves, and recoils from what he fears.’”
Fear is the default human condition Fear is the baseline underlying emotion. The fear frequency
The Creation of a Judgemental God
the human mind created this out of a distortion of wisdom teachings
as a reflection of its own self-judgement, of its own guilt and fear
This whole guilt, fear, shame, judgementalism, grievance, attack….
The whole ego program
its a mad insane ego drama
It’s pathological
its the result of a trauma, an experience of fall and wounding and disassociation
the wound of separation,